As to writing, I rarely look back at my old posts except when I search for one for my Flashback Friday prompt.
It could be anything from too much sleep to too little, from the weather to to caffeine.
I may be overdoing the socializing lately and am feeling burnt out.
Which is to say: Others appreciate you and what you do more than you realize.
These mood swings happen with my hobbies.
Then I might not feel like such a weirdo.
But that is the other hell: anxiousness and all loss of perspective that comes with it.
Even if we had it fairly easy, it was stressful and a big change, and the election stuff in the middle of it.